How many minutes a day?

I don’t even want to say. But writing each day is…this is it. I was reading that book last night; Writing your dissertation in 15 minutes a day. I have never read what I read last night, even though I have looked at that book before, a couple of times at least…

It spoke to me more. I am more receptive now. I am much more engaged with myself now. Much less intimidated by life. I know that the fears are just these made up obstacles that you navigate around, or walk through, like in video games ;-).

I can invest in myself now. Because I began investing in myself. I’m already there. I see that I am part of beautiful things everywhere. Inevitably.

Throwback Tuesday- January 3, 2013

This year, I will pray for the courage to let myself feel my pain, my fear, my shame, to forgive myself for taking it out on other people. I will pray for the courage to live on my own. For the courage to not chase after what I need in other people. For the courage to look inside myself and see that I have enough, that I can live a life that is amazing with what I have inside…with what I feel, with what I know, with what I have lost and what I have gained through all of these years.