The Crying Wants to Come


I keep on trying to process everything.

And after writing a nice long journal/blog entry, the crying still wants to come.

It doesn’t com though.

Because I don’t let it feel worthy.

I don’t let it its reasons be enough. They are.

They are

– i feel sad

– I feel

i regret

i screwed up

i needed

i wanted

i found out

i didn’t understand

i didn’t

i did and didn’t do

Right now I am virtually convinced that I can not get out from under this rock.

 

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About wonderfulshantelle

Journey To My Wonderful Self

Posted on February 14, 2017, in 12-step, Addiction, Adult Children, Alanon, Balance, codependence, Domestic Violence, emotional abuse, emotional sobriety, health, Inner child, Outer Child, physical abuse, recovery, Relationship, Self-Care, Uncategorized, withdrawal. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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