What is Naturally Human About Me


I was scared when I was very young, when my  mother left me alone.

I felt my mother’s unpredictability.

I learned to feel insecure.

Learned to feel that other people determined my level of comfort around them or in the world. At a young age I had no other gauge.

As a young girl I felt scared.

I live with much of those feeling patterns now.

I am not a magical person who can shift, immediately, how I perceive and respond to things, people, circumstances.

I am working on it because I am tired of feeling like I am being blown around rather than driving my own life.

It feels like hard work to me.

 

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About wonderfulshantelle

Journey To My Wonderful Self

Posted on December 18, 2015, in Addiction, Adult Children, Alanon, codependence, emotional abuse, emotional sobriety, Inner child, Outer Child, Parenting, recovery, Relationship, Uncategorized, withdrawal. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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