Getting Hooked


Trying to fix something that ain’t broke…

When someone doesn’t do what I hope, what I plan, what I expect them to do…When they don’t do something that is consistent with an imagined scenario in my own head I try to find ways to affect the chain of events. To change what I think the outcome is…even if there hasn’t been an outcome yet.

Whether I know the person or not, my mind strings stories together, gets preoccupied with what I would like to happen…or the time at which I would like to happen.

I can hardly believe how preoccupied I get with things that aren’t happening (or arent happening yet), and with things that I could not possibly know or foresee.

Why I keep myself hostage is beyond me.

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About wonderfulshantelle

Journey To My Wonderful Self

Posted on November 23, 2015, in Addiction, Adult Children, Alanon, codependence, emotional abuse, emotional sobriety, Inner child, Outer Child, recovery, Relationship, Uncategorized, withdrawal. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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