Is It Too Late
Beyond the realization that I am afraid of others “taking” what I give what I produce, who I am, away from me, is the realization that I have spent more than 100% of my energy trying to hold things back so I could prevent that. None of my energy has been spent “doing something” with what I have, making something of my interests, my knowledge, my capabilities, my epiphanies.
Is it too late for me to make something of them now? Am I too late? Will no one help me now? That is the scariest question. I don’t know what the answer is… I believe it’s not too late. But where and how I’m I going to make it happen??