What is Life Without the Drama?
I am so scared to find out. I can not control my mind. It keeps going back there – to all of the things that I have had to worry about. I can not help it. Thinking about things that I feel are unresolved, that I feel I have not made people realize. Things that I regret, and things I feel I have left unfinished.
The only thing that is keeping me sane at the moment are the moments where I consciously try to relax my eyes, where I block out all of the menial “need-to-do’s”… But I am only so capable of blocking those out.
I am not aware enough of the choices I have. The freedom I have from the drama…