Give Yourself a Break Today
Shantelle, you have been feeling bad for following patterns that you learned and have not yet unlearned. That is it. You are not wrong to be a trusting hopeful person. You are simply ready to trust on YOUR terms, give your hope and patience on YOUR terms and not the other person’s.
Be satisfied today that that is enough thought work for today!! And you can now allow help to come to you, help with discovering what YOUR terms are.
I don’t think you will have to look hard to find them.
Give yourself a break today…