This Woman


I am:

– a woman who was a girl who was intimidate by her father and mother

– a woman who carries around a lot of fear and anger and resentment

– a woman who remembers the best and the worst of being a girl

– a woman who as a girl learned to forget herself

– a woman who wants to grow into being a woman

– a woman who was a girl

– a woman who was molested as a girl

– a woman who was forgotten as a girl

– a woman who survived being a girl

– a woman who is not yet free

– a woman who was used as a girl

– a woman who was left alone as a girl

– a woman who learned some things too fast

– a woman who missed out on feeling carefree as a girl

– a woman who can’t get the voices of others out of her head

– a woman who acts as though she is a girl when she is not, she is a woman

– a woman who still feels the helplessness of a girl

– a woman who is afraid of little things

– a woman who plays old patterns over and over

– a woman who is scared to live because she is scared of her own power

– a woman who learned that being herself hurt people.

– a woman who negotiated too much as a girl

– a woman who has denied too much

I want to be a woman, a whole woman…

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About wonderfulshantelle

Journey To My Wonderful Self

Posted on January 22, 2013, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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