Thank you addicts of all kinds.
I am in 2 12-step programs. Neither of them is AA, but I listen to AA speaker mp3’s and I get such amazing insights into myself. This one speaker I was listening to today said that, when he began to drink, time didn’t matter; what he had to do, who was waiting for him didn’t matter. I really am the exact same, but it is with destructive relationships. When that guy who is my preoccupation of the moment is around, waits for me, needs something for me, the rest of my world seems to melt away.
I am flabbergasted at the nature of addiction.
Addiction to drugs & alcohol
Addiction to relationships…
Addiction to anything
All tied to a self-destructive need.