Epiphany just now

I feel stretched, exhausted, loaded with more things than I can handle, and particular things that I can’t handle.

Trying to figure my way out of this conundrum I realized that I walk around every day giving the impression, to myself included) that I can and know how to do everything.

I can’t though. I learned to do that as a girl when too much was asked of me. I wasn’t allowed to say ‘I can’t or ‘ I don’t feel like it’. Youch, that has caused me so much stress and difficulty in the past 38 years…

About wonderfulshantelle

Journey To My Wonderful Self

Posted on October 10, 2012, in codependence, emotional abuse, Relationship. Bookmark the permalink. 3 Comments.

  1. Accepting our imperfections and our limitations is what freedom is. Freedom from being something no human being can ever be…perfect.

  2. Wow Shantelle I have just read your blog after uncovering an awful lot of things about myself and its amazing how much I can relate to what you write. And sad that I can relate! Youre on a big journey and makes me realise I havent quite started mine yet…how exciting though that this stuff has now been recognised so as to not pass onto the next generation….keep going imagine the person you are moving into it will be so free and exciting when you are there!

    • Hi Penny,

      Thank you for your comment. I am incredibly grateful for the people I come into contact with who are discovering they REALLY want to be happy too. Like, TRULY happy :-). Your blog is incredibly touching. Keep keeping that eye on your own inner peace and I will wish for peace in your heart today, as I wish it for myself.


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