Epiphany just now
I feel stretched, exhausted, loaded with more things than I can handle, and particular things that I can’t handle.
Trying to figure my way out of this conundrum I realized that I walk around every day giving the impression, to myself included) that I can and know how to do everything.
I can’t though. I learned to do that as a girl when too much was asked of me. I wasn’t allowed to say ‘I can’t or ‘ I don’t feel like it’. Youch, that has caused me so much stress and difficulty in the past 38 years…