Interesting Mix of Feelings


I feel satisfaction after my Step meeting tonight. Felt the collective. Felt human. Felt others’ humanity. Felt insecure after. Felt self-critical. Said something about someone’s share, but don’t know if I sounded codependent or silly… His share about his higher power really was a nice experience for me. He made it sound easy… easier… I can just stop and pray. I can ask for patience or strength…It just feels so much more hopeful while I am in a meeting. When I am by myself I feel a little lame…Because I don’t know if I believe it yet…?

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Journey To My Wonderful Self

Posted on September 25, 2012, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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