What makes me beautiful? I do not necessarily know the positive elements (the things about me or in my life). I think I can start with thinking about the things that if not in my life, allow me to be beautiful…
Needy people that can not give in ways that are supportive or understanding to me.
Self sabotage, self induced pain
These things blast any beauty that I have because I worry about them. I dislike them I try to change them. I resent them. I think they have something to do with me when I am close to them.