Little clarities


I Do meditate: surprise surprise.

I lived with mother based on her beliefs just like I lived with g. Not my feelings, their beliefs. My insides cave in when I say that.

I did express my feelings when I sat up in that tree.
I wish I could do that now too. Because that is the only outlet I know. But now I have to handle my anger like an adult. That sucks. The easiest would be to sit in a tree and call them an asshole.

Thank you, today.

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Journey To My Wonderful Self

Posted on August 28, 2012, in codependence, emotional abuse, Relationship. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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