how to be the person I want to be with:
– accept who I actually am and how I feel
– be kind to myself – practice having the patience with my own feelings and fucked up days as I show others.
– lose resentment
– lose fear
– lose anticipation of negative things
– pay attention to my inner lights. What colour are they shining?
– not bringing baggage in for the other person to handle
– already knowing ways to make myself happy
– having my own schedule and activities that
I trust my inner wisdom