Today’s letting Go

To day I had the desire to let go of
– helping my dad in his own impossible situation
– the obligation to talk to my mother
– the need to get pity or even empathy from my brother
– the need to make myself necessary by inserting myself to help Joann
– the guilt for not helping my dad
– giving into my guilt for not helping dad more and helping home when it would put my worry about my own self at a much to unmanageable level
– the desire for dishonest and incomplete caring from mk
– the need to stave off guilt about not spending more time with Sandra
– the feeling of obligation to stay at johns


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Journey To My Wonderful Self

Posted on July 25, 2012, in codependence, emotional abuse, Relationship. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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