How to Enjoy Myself.
So, I do it again.
Instead of build my big, fun, strong world. I procrastinate, and live off of the half-assed awe of the the most accessible jerks.
But if I were to build my world, which I am afraid to do, I would be happy here. I would have something to come home to. And people would want to come to my world.
Right now, I don’t feel like I have anything but an unfinished thesis.